Being crazy

 There is nothing wrong with being crazy. The psychiatric industry of treating this is messed up. I know this now.

Someone on chat said "I don't trust anyone who works in mental health".

That is very true.

I want to be a little "crazy". I want to experience joy, even if there is pain.

When my family "form 2'd" me they did it because they thought they had a good reason, I suppose, but is generally a shitty thing to do to someone.

I need to slowly work my way off these meds. Or at least lower them to some kind of reasonable dose. But even that, I know is still going to be bad. I don't think really any good feeling can come from psychiatric medication.

I want to be a consumer/survivor.