Sometimes I question what I did about my Lithium, lowering it by half on my own. But I really have to remember that life was not worth living on the higher dose.
It was making me extremely sick and already I am having a problem with not having any feeling and not getting any joy in life.
I will remain on this halved dose until I can see my doctor next, and then explain to her what happened. I'm sure she will empathize, we have a pretty good relationship.
I have to remember, and everyone should, really, that the decisions we make in life are done with the best of intentions, for ourselves mainly. If we make a decision and it goes awry, we can't really blame ourselves or anyone. As the baz luhrman song goes, "our decisions are half chance, so are everybody else's".
So we carry forward and we do the best we can and that is really all we can do. Until the day we croak.
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