Lithium

 I've been taking the lithium and I've somewhat come to terms with it. I realized that it's better to follow doctor's directions than not. It was just messed up because the doctors that put me on it were threefold, not my usual doctor. But then again I don't have a psychiatrist.

I feel like I've lost my creativity and I feel like I'm in a bit of a haze - a dark cloud, lazy.

But then again if I do have bipolar this is apparently a good medication for it.

I'm just living my life.