I have my whole life ahead of me. If I can just get past this medication piece I should be able to have a fulfilling life. A meaningful life. It's just that I am caught up on the lithium, and A.M. in particular whom I detest. Truly, I mean, him coming into my life has made me more miserable than I could have imagined.
But one thing I've learned, once I get my medication under control, is dreams are healing. They allow you to move forward.
I have to become a consumer/survivor, get my sleep under control, and dream, read, relax, hang out with Bunny, eat properly, and just have a peaceful, quiet, reflective, and thoughtful life. I can use this blog as my main creative outlet, and just blog for the rest of my life.
Get gold.
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