Coming to terms with my age and my living situation is going to be key going forward if I am going to survive my 40's, 50's, 60's and beyond. You see I have been coddled most of my life and am in denial about my lot in it. There are some good things about my life like some minimal financial stability and okay health, but my dreams point to a life that could have been, a life of greener pastures. But alas, here I am, and owning up to it, not having disillusions about it will pave the way for smoother sailing.
I submit my mental health is still not good, and I am suspicious of the medication that I'm on. I don't know how to solve that problem, it seems like a bit of a mystery. Even the doctors I've spoken to seem to be a bit baffled, not really knowing what they are doing. I truly wish I didn't have to be on, or I didn't need, medication
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