I cannot find the strength within me to work. My friend says there is pressure on men to make money, as if that need is hard-wired into me. I dabbled in a potential option, a training program, that would funnel me into a financial career. However, upon further consideration, I don't have the ability to do it. It would be a difficult grind, every day, for at least three months until the career started.
I have to come to terms with the fact that I am on a lot of medication, and my body needs to rest and just do it's thing. I have tons of things I want to do with my time, so that isn't a problem. And I have a great friend. It's just sometimes the idea of ambition surfaces within me, and some weird inner desire to be successful makes me want to sign up for things.
But being disabled, there are limitations on what I can and can't do.
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