Smoking

 I have been an on-and-off smoker for the last 24 years. I am at the stage now where I find it kind of disgusting to inhale smoke into your lungs. But I do miss the feeling of exhaling out a relaxing puff of smoke and feeling at ease.

I know I can't smoke forever because I do want to live a long time and do not want to die a horrid, painful death due to smoking. Although we can't really control how we die, to an extent.

Anyway, I have been "bumming" the occasional smoke here and there. I have to take off my nicotine patch every time though. Also, I have been finding that smoking alone is a lot less satisfying of late.