One must achieve independence. When I separated from my parents, I had reached a certain degree of this. When my fucked up family decided to form 2 me twice, they made a really dick move and then they ghosted me. They are hardcore. Terrible people.
Since I achieved my independence, I feel like I earned a certain degree of freedom. Then I met someone who pulled me into a relationship where I feel health is most important. But really, in general, people don't want you to be free.
Every time I speak to my father, who is an alcoholic, (his exact words - I am an alcoholic), I feel a tingling sensation in my wrists. He is an awful human being. He is also a bigot and quite hateful. He has hate for people of certain groups.
Yes, he is a piece of shit.
I will focus less on people and more on doing my own thing, which is reading and other activities.
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