We children, and as younger people, we often put our trust in someone who is much older. Unfortunately, we have no control over the influence that this older person has on us. There is a power differential. That is why a parent must always put their child's interests and innocence first. My father, who is 37 years older than me, is an abusive person. He does not want me. He is a severe alcoholic, and has no friends (everyone hates him), so he reaches out to his two children to provide support. It is disgusting behaviour.
He never wanted us. I keep coming back because I don't like the thought of being alone. But his behaviour, drinking, and attitude tear at my emotions each time. I feel attacked, cheap, and worthless. When will I learn that he is a terrible person and no good?
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